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Fall in ♥ with someone again.
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The GIRL.
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Sunday, April 13, 2014, @ 6:00 PM
#630; Fickle Minded. Hello. It's been awhile since my last post and just have the sudden urge to blog so here I am! This blog seems quite dead and I bet my readers already gave up coming here to see this page not updated again. So I am probably talking to myself. It's okay, I just need a space to just type out my thoughts. :) Anyway, lately I came to realised that when I am in a situation where I need to make a decision, I tend to not wanna think about it till the very last min. Here is an example: So last thurs I was sick so i didnt went for work. I went to consult the doctor and got 2 days MC. Weeeee, long weekend for me! Okay that wasnt the point. Then as i was resting at home, I got a call saying I have an interview on coming mon. Now here is the part where i need to make decision comes in - should i not go to work on fri since i have two days MC, and apply leave on the mon to go for interview? OR should i go to work on fri and tell the company that i need to take leave on the mon? OR should i go to work on fri and take no pay leave for the mon? I guess the reason being I cannot make up my mind from the many options. Probably if someone's in my shoes, he/she will reckon the solution is super straightforward like he/she will be thinking "why are you thinking so much?" See, I have so many options is because apparently I am entitled to just ONE MC and ONE leave. Initially i wanted to use my leave on the following mon after the good fri public holiday so that i have a longer weekend. But now with this interview, plan need to change. So was having dinner with my boyfriend that day, and when we met up he was asking me so whats my decision? My reply was "later then think la~" Then when he sent me home he popped the same question again and when my reply the same as my first, he went "still havent think?? u only have like 1.5hrs left leh to decide" I probably didnt put across what i wanna say properly. But my point is that, it is not that i make my decisions last min, it is just that i cant really make up my mind and be affirmed with my stand. I tend to have so many options to choose for that particular decision to make, one moment i will stick to this and the other moment stick to that. Luckily i have people (my dad and boyfriend) to talk to, listening to them and hearing their opinions will somehow just make me look at things differently and somethings just allows me to be certain with the decision that i subconsciously had made. :) P.S: Probably gonna be back to blog more often? Just kinda like typing out my thoughts makes me feel somewhat relief. So, till then! xoxo
my bottled up thoughts ♥ @ 6:00 PM |
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Reaching for the love that seems so far.
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