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Sunday, March 18, 2012, @ 2:55 PM

#601: The Real Me

Dear Blog

Apparently i intended to blog ytd, in fact i was already bloging halfway using my iPhone while i was lying on my bed. But just seems to be unable to put whatever i feel into words. I just kinda sucks at expressing myself. Shall try again now since i have nothing to do currently.

I am starting to dislike every little thing in my life. What i dislike most is that i dislike myself the most. I hate it that i have night blindness as well as RP. Its seriously making me feel as if i dont have a life. I dont enjoy myself when i am out with friends. Especially when friends are more to an owl life, they like to meet during evening time. I dont like going at night cos my eye-sight is not good. Friends assume that i have curfew or something but my parents didnt impose any at all. Its just that i dont like staying out at night.

Take a most recent incident for example, just went to USS last fri, with my cousin momo and her bf & friends. All the rides queue were indoors and are pretty dark. Y THEY NO HAVE LIGHTS?! roar! was queuing for one of the rides - the mummy something, they is seriously dark for me. So my cousin had to guide me along. And her bf and friends were rushing us calling us to walk faster. I was seriously very pissed at that time, really almost wanted to shout back at them. roar! But overall i enjoyed myself when i am at USS, to a certain extent. Like the Transformers ride the most. But i missed the chance to take a pic with Bumblebee! (Camera was in the locker at that moment. :( boo)

Night blindness really obstruct me in doing alot of stuff. I cant really go pubs or clubs cos i cant see so what's the point? (But i really wanna experience it at least once.) Need people to guide me into the cinema. Cant stay overnight outside, night cycling, ton etc. Hunted house dont really scare me cos i cant see the scarer (I guess this is like that only good point of having night blindness?) I dont like! What make me sad is that i dont really enjoy myself when i'm with friends and even more sad when friends dont understand this imperfection that i have.

Mentioned just now that i have night blindness as well as RP. Guess readers dont know what's that uh? RP stands for Retinitis Pigmentosa in short. Still dont know what is it? I will be a good person and paste the link, u readers need not waste your time to google it. [http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmedhealth/PMH0002024/]

NICE, vision will be more narrow as years pass by and voila, i will be blind. Yay! haha, so much of sarcasm.

Dont wanna carrying on with this post already. Tears dropping everytime i type a word. -.-

There are still other stuffs that pisses me off, guess i will blog about them another time.

bye.

my bottled up thoughts ♥
@ 2:55 PM

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Sunday, March 18, 2012, @ 2:55 PM #601: The Real Me Dear Blog Apparently i intended to blog ytd, in fact i was already bloging halfway using my iPhone while i was lying on my bed. But just seems to be unable to put whatever i feel into words. I just kinda sucks at expressing myself. Shall try again now since i have nothing to do currently. I am starting to dislike every little thing in my life. What i dislike most is that i dislike myself the most. I hate it that i have night blindness as well as RP. Its seriously making me feel as if i dont have a life. I dont enjoy myself when i am out with friends. Especially when friends are more to an owl life, they like to meet during evening time. I dont like going at night cos my eye-sight is not good. Friends assume that i have curfew or something but my parents didnt impose any at all. Its just that i dont like staying out at night. Take a most recent incident for example, just went to USS last fri, with my cousin momo and her bf & friends. All the rides queue were indoors and are pretty dark. Y THEY NO HAVE LIGHTS?! roar! was queuing for one of the rides - the mummy something, they is seriously dark for me. So my cousin had to guide me along. And her bf and friends were rushing us calling us to walk faster. I was seriously very pissed at that time, really almost wanted to shout back at them. roar! But overall i enjoyed myself when i am at USS, to a certain extent. Like the Transformers ride the most. But i missed the chance to take a pic with Bumblebee! (Camera was in the locker at that moment. :( boo) Night blindness really obstruct me in doing alot of stuff. I cant really go pubs or clubs cos i cant see so what's the point? (But i really wanna experience it at least once.) Need people to guide me into the cinema. Cant stay overnight outside, night cycling, ton etc. Hunted house dont really scare me cos i cant see the scarer (I guess this is like that only good point of having night blindness?) I dont like! What make me sad is that i dont really enjoy myself when i'm with friends and even more sad when friends dont understand this imperfection that i have. Mentioned just now that i have night blindness as well as RP. Guess readers dont know what's that uh? RP stands for Retinitis Pigmentosa in short. Still dont know what is it? I will be a good person and paste the link, u readers need not waste your time to google it. [http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmedhealth/PMH0002024/] NICE, vision will be more narrow as years pass by and voila, i will be blind. Yay! haha, so much of sarcasm. Dont wanna carrying on with this post already. Tears dropping everytime i type a word. -.- There are still other stuffs that pisses me off, guess i will blog about them another time. bye. my bottled up thoughts ♥ @ 2:55 PM