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Fall in ♥ with someone again.
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The GIRL.
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Thursday, February 16, 2012, @ 1:18 AM
Dear blog, I reckon I have a very low esteem. Or rather, I ain't perfect. I mean like it's not like I am pretty and stuff like that, just that I wanna to be like every other girls-having good skin condition. Hate it when I always have pimples. Not only on my face, even having them on my back. Hate it ttm seriously. That's the reason why I dont wear sleeveless tops. boo, me wanna wear pretty sleeveless or even tube tops. Skin condition aside, I think I am fat! Hahaha okay maybe not very fat fat but I don't like my big fat tummy. Determined to exercise so as to lose weight but end up getting lazy instead. Aww, need to stop getting lazy and have the determination! Like the Chinese saying-世界上没有丑女人,只有懒女人. Okay actually my skin problem and being fat not really affecting me much. I take back my "I have very low esteem". Still affects me where I want better skin condition and stuff, but not to the extend I wanna commit suicide cos I not pretty okay. Hahaha shall just slowly work my way to be a pretty girl. Hahaha I think I am gonna fail. LOL I think the thing that really bothers me is my eye condition? Don't know, just being very random in this post. Suddenly thought of a lot of stuffs like my night blindness and I am gonna be blind in the future but not the near future. Besides that also thought of my parents, why my dad so strict. Can't go stay outside late, cannot sleep late also. Like that where got call teenage life already? Guess you readers don't really understand cos I didn't elaborate much. Haha alwells got tired of the post so I am gonna write till here. Gonna sleep soon and wake up early to study mall all over again, then recap buying. Hopefully I will be able to start hrm on fri if not sat. Seriously can't wait for exams to be over! Then I can play hard, but in the mean time I need to study hard. Okok bye bye, goodnight xoxo P/S: Oh ya, had a great time meeting up with clique today. :) Especially the dinner, racists jokes and heart-to-heart talks. Practically everything. Heehee [We not naughty] the movie is not bad too, though a little exaggerating but had a good laugh.
my bottled up thoughts ♥ @ 1:18 AM |
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Reaching for the love that seems so far.
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