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Fall in ♥ with someone again.
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The GIRL.
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Tuesday, February 21, 2012, @ 11:45 AM
#594: What is the Meaning? Dear blog, So tmr is the start of my exams. "FINALY", is the first thought, seriously can't wait for exams to end! Soon, just needa endure till Friday, 6pm and wee~. Today shall be recap hrm, hrm and hrm again. Started recapping abt 1.5hrs ago and I got bored already. -.- really hope to do well for my last semester. Dad's gonna reward me again, if I have As. Hehe As I got bored while recapping hrm, here to blog about something that left me hanging that. Kinda surprise it happened that way. So was revising on sun night, got distracted and went to look for this NYP card that I have that will enable to to access into staff gym! Omg so cool uh?! But turn out that I can't find. *emo* :( End up I started thinking about jg again, cos I saw the big big Christmas card that he gave me few years back. At that time was whatsapp-ing with Sharon, and unknowingly I told her about jg. Guess I got quite emotional that I felt tears when I saw what Sharon replied. Hahaha but now re-reading the replies I no idea why I cry. -.- Gonna leave some stuffs being unsaid, too personal/sensitive I would say. Don't like it when I can't really openly blog or tweet about stuffs. There goes my freedom of speech online. (I seems to be crapping. Haha) I.cant.help.but.to.anticipate. YES?NO?MAYBE? Apparently during my birthday, jg wished me hbd. No big deal what! But then I, just wanna chat longer, was thick skin enough and asked for present. In the end he promised to give me one, through...postage. Starting I was very happy, and I think I got super good imagination, thinking that I will receive the belated present on valentine's day with surprises blah blah blah. HAHAHA okay, but I kinda stop anticipating a few days after my bday cos I reckon it's all my wishful thinking, his promise was maybe just to fu yan me. Not till yesterday that he told me I will received the present at end of this week. Excited? But better not be too happy first, cos expectations leads to disappointments. Trying not to think about it and concentrate on exams. (but I can't help but still think. =/) Summary of what I just blog is that I myself have no freaking idea what my heart wants. You and you... It doesn't feel right, in fact it isn't right at all. Roar! Enough SAMantha, back to revision! GO! Bye bye~ xoxoxo
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Reaching for the love that seems so far.
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