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with someone again.

The GIRL.

*limmin.
*31st January.
*SIM (RMIT-Marketing).
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Friday, October 30, 2009, @ 7:27 PM

the feeling suddenly disappered,
in a dilema right now.
to find back the feeling,
or just let the feeling be gone.
quite determined to choose the latter,
but i know myself very well,
that i will one day regret.
I have always regret in stuffs,
bet this time too. (=x)

been acting on my decision already. (LOLS)
made a list of reasons why that guy and i wont have outcome.
think some resons friends will laugh if they know. (haha)
trying to tell myself that i have made a correct decision,
cos i will be happier in some way
cos i know that guy wont like me
cos i know there is no point in continue to crush on him
cos i know that will feel miserable if i continue to crush on him.

but some thoughts in me says that i shouldnt do so,
just continue to secretly like him.
cos i will be happy when u see him
cos will smile to myself when i'm thinking of him
cos my heartbeat will be faster whenever i'm with him
cos i love the times when i am thinking of him during class

i'm starting to regret now already!
just after i type down the previous paragraph.
sometimes i hate myself for being so fickled minded.
the more i told myself to stop,
the more the feeling is coming back.

feeling damn confused now.
dont know what's my next step gonna be.
why sometimes cant things be as simple as saying 1 2 3?
why cant things go according to what i want?
why cant love be as simple as
[she saying i love you and he saying i love you and tada they are together?] ?
why why why?

if only u said i love you to me...
ya, IF ONLY...

my bottled up thoughts ♥
@ 7:27 PM