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Saturday, May 2, 2009, @ 2:56 PM
Hasn't been blogging for quite some time. Since last SUNDAY. (if u notice that my last post was on MON, i didn't really post on MON. I post it on SUN but set the publishing date to MON. LOLS)
Ok, anyway I SURVIVED my first week in NYP. I know i sounds drama. WHATEVER. HAhas. I did survived but i am struggling hard. Missed the actual first week when poly starts is really to one's disadvantage. Everybody had already started their Lecture/Tutorial 1 and moving on to the next. As for me, i don't know the basic stuffs and move to Lecture/Tutorial 2. I am just like a lost soul. LUCKILY i have my classmates for help. :)
Classmates, i still don't know all of their names. I have this feeling that even by the end of year 1, i also won't know all of their names. LOLS I am currently more close to this clique - Celia, Noren, Priscilla & Wendi. :) They are friendly people. HAhas. Honored that ur names are on my post? LOLS
I mentioned before right, that i am now at NYP studying Business Management. Stress eh i tell you. I find the modules that i am currently taking hard. Maybe is due to the fact that i missed the first week of stuffs. Anyway, i am stressed over all the 6 modules that i am taking for this 1st semester. Accounting for Assets, Mircoeconomics, Statistical Methods for Business, Principle of Management, Effective Oral Communication & Internet Web Technologies - all these i will : "HUH???" Having lots of question marks in my head during the lectures. Ok, maybe not all that is hard. Except for the Internet Web Technologies, the rest seems hard. Guess is due to it is new to me. So i seriously need to listen ATTENTIVLY during lectures. :X LOLS As for Effective Oral Communication, there isn't any lecture. This module is more on teaching you how to do speech/presentation and stuffs. A few weeks down the road i have to so a speech. It is more on a story telling kind of thing. And my topic is [Encounter that change my life]. WHAT AM I GOING TO SAY? Need to so some hard core brain storming these few days. :X Agrh, STRESS~
Luckily there is this long weekend (due to yesterday's was Labour Day). Yesterday and today i did my tutorials and also read up on those Lecture 1 notes. Also did some revision on the first chapter that we learnt for Internet Web Technologies as there is a Quiz on Mon. I only left with my STATS tutorial haven't done. I still haven't buy calculator yet. LOLS
Yesterday was Labour Day. Had 4/8 Class Outing! So long very see 4/8 classmates already. Though it wasn't the whole class that went for the class outing, at least those who went made an effort to go. :) I did went for the class outing. BUT i was emo-ing through out. I am so sorry! I should have been more enthu. I just can't. I was feeling weird througout the class outing. I didn't even talked much la. The whole time i was messaging Yukino. She really did entertain me. Thanks Puin. :) Sorry for not going out with u today. We will meet again soon alrights? Ok, besides Yukino who entertained me through message, Zhi Ler and Xin Min did make me laugh at times. When i laugh, i stopped being emo and the weird feeling isn't there anymore. But how long can they make me laugh? I still have back the fellings after they went to talk to other classmates. I am not being pocessive or what okay. Anyway i bet they don't even know that things are troubling me. HAhas. So, we went to Marina Barrage as class outing. After that went to Marina Square for dinner. Decided to slack at Esplanade after dinner BUT i went home instead. If i had read Zhi Ler's blog before going for the class outing, i would have stayed and go to Esplanade too even if my father will scold me or something like that. Sorry Ler, i didn't know that u feel emo these few days. I can sense that you feels hurt when you bid good-bye. I am SORRY!
I am never a good friend. I don't know how to comfort them when they are troubled. Yet they are my listening ear instead when i am troubled. Maybe i should deal with my own problems first and then start to learn how to be a good friend. The thing is how do i even deal with my own problems? Friends did give me some advice but it is easier to say than to do. I feel so screwed up. :/
my bottled up thoughts ♥
@ 2:56 PM
@ 2:56 PM