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Fall in ♥ with someone again.
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The GIRL.
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006, @ 9:30 AM
I been thinking for the past few days, and finally I come out with an anwser. I confirmed (with a 'GARENTEE' stamp on it) that I, Samantha Lim Min, is one of the of the main 12 in the Volleyball B-girls!!! I think so!? NO!!! I don't want to be in the main 12!!! I just find that being one of the main 12 is just too stressful. I am scare that my team mates will just keep scolding me, blaming me for being so stupid, for not able to recieve a simple free-ball or spike. That's what I really scare. But the people around me do not understand how I just feel. They keep saying that being in the main 12 is a good thing, can make the school proud and stuff like that. After their constant 'encouragment', my thinking is like slowly changing. I slowly think that since i am going to be the main 12, why not I work hard for it, rather than running away from it? If I am really the choose one, that means I am quite good, so I just have to overcome how scare I am can already. Just stop running away and just face the fact!!! Since I have decide to face the fact, then I must JIA YOU le!!! Gam-Ba-Teh!!!
my bottled up thoughts ♥ @ 9:30 AM |
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Reaching for the love that seems so far.
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